I can’t treat you like phobia
try to desensitize you out of my skin
so that my muscle fibers
won’t gather together
at the soft crease of your eyes
you are not a fear to faceat the height of a bridgeopen my eyes and gaze
at the depth of youlean forward and release
I cannot see you spider
across my arm and deep breathe the shiveryou raise in me
you are less like fear
more like heroin
a need I must starve
from myself
fast out the hunger
until the follicles
in my hair
have escaped
your scent
First published in Snorted the Moon and Doused the Sun.